My thoughts

Now that I feel like my world has been turned upside down-I find myself writing less and less on here. The transaction and changing of routines have been quiet a dowse for me. Days like today, when I'm off from work and school, I would normally spend the majority of my time at my brothers house. Now that the family is gone-I've been very lonely. Times like this make me sit back and think. I think about all the times where I used to enjoy something we all call "life." I'm not saying that I don't have a "life," don't get me wrong, but the "life" I'm familiar with no longer exists. With that fact, I find myself wishing I could go back in time and erase some things that happened three years ago, such as the lose memories with me and my gang from high school. I miss those days more and more each day! We were a tight group, and I honestly believe that if I didn't let my emotions get the best of me at that point in time-things would be differently now. Luckily for me, I'm beginning the process that I'm going to call "recovery mode." I stopped by the Berry Patch today looking to buy a wallet, but secretly, I stopped there just to catch up with an old best friend of mine (not knowing that she would actually be at work). We ended up talking for a good twenty minutes before she realized that she'd better get back to work. They didn't have what I wanted so I walked out empty-handed, but not so much empty-handed if you know what I mean.

Today I purchased my airfare ticket! I'm so excited to have have past me... now I can't wait for June 20th to get here. My trip to Ontario will more than likely be boring, but I'm sure JT and Jordan will make me think otherwise when the time arises.